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Out On That Street Put on some dignity ‘fore you
go out that door ‘Cause you ain’t gonna find it Out on that street. Lotta mice and rats Out on that street: All into your tricks and treats. Hold
yourself up. Let your stuff shine. We didn’t put in a lotta time and effort To polish you up
just so you could go Out on that street, Defenseless and unarmed. Out on that street Don’t fancy you’re alone. Travel far enough to meet yourself, Then,
you best come on home. E.
D. Ridgell
The Selfless Generation
Dirt
poor, dressed in rags, He ran away to sea at ten,
On one of Captain Wes’s schooners. Graduating eventually to the big ships, The freighters and the tankers. He taught himself
to read And had a way with machines. By the onset of WW11 He was a ship’s
engineer Part of the guts of those big ships
And the men who manned them. They forged his birth certificate
So he could go to officer’s school In Alameda, California. It was there He
met her, Marmion, A drop dead gorgeous trophy
Of a woman for any man. He graduated Chief Engineer. In family pics the
two of them Gaze out from barrooms long closed,
Sporting V for victory! He is proud. She is vain. They are in love. He shipped
out, into the seas of war, Had three ships sunk from under
him With not so much as a boast Or some vain, glorious medal or medallion. This was the selfless generation,
Who we can never repay. They lived hard. The fought hard, they loved hard- They
were survivors! After victory They Studerbackered around,
Built simple houses, had babies- They lived the good life. The streams Were
fresh water. There were nary so many laws and regulations.
You went to church on Sunday or You played hooky and went for a swim. There
were three channels on the TV, And everybody, I mean everybody
Watched ‘I Love Lucy’!
______________________________________ No Knives, A Wink And A Bit
O’Love! Knives are best kept away from children. I’ve
never believed in stabbing- Except with the eyes. Children
read eyes in any language. A word of warning, though. Well, actually, words of warning- One word won’t suffice. Be careful you don’t use words against children. This is a commandment. Words hurt
harder than blows, and blows verboten are Always out of the
question. Always! Are you thinking of what else can be used, Not trusting eyes to do it all- Especially when backs
are turned Which they sometimes are? You can lay the heavy burden
of trust on them, Add a little kindness- A wink whipped with love. They hate
that!
E. D. Ridgell ____________________________________________________________
The Line Was Broken
Rest you little children, Victims of gas warfare- No more harm befall! The world hesitates still To catch the predator- But know love abides, Confused though it knows Some travesty was done, An inexplicable grave deed That calls to Heaven, The pale is crossed, The line stepped upon. It will not do! It must not do! The line was broken! c. E.D. Ridgell, 2013 _______________________________
A Sad Haiku
One last woeful turn- Who has not left their guard down? Brace! "All
are punished!" E. D. Ridgell, 2013
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The Tibetan Sky-rite Ritual |
Obsequy
Carve with rites Becoming transmigration Through the bardo- A body is carrion.
Don an apron and Slice the prescribed pieces. Unbind the shroud Before the witnesses.
Crush the biggish bones. Break the skull. Preserve the
namshe's cap; Teacup for a monk.
Call them to feed And
fill their bowels, Leaving morsels, To drop from the sky.
Tell the
mourners: It is done. Build an effigy For coded fire.
© 2006 E.D.Ridgell Revised 2019
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In Tandem Go
Is change a pylon finite to a pier fickle In tandem to metered time a hand on sickle The progression so constant with end not found? Is change the feckless reckless rhythm unsound To mock in disdain
divers worldly endeavors And falsely bestow hope on wants and pleasures?
And caught at end of voyage spent
and tired, Do we in harbor windless bind the anchor mired to finish wading hard and taxing tests? When through
the gate we tricked find no rest Save discover change infinite do we unforeseen In whirlpools transformed accompany
time too keen?
To catch the sundry glory sunsets fore So warded do we sail afar the tempestuous shore For waiting horizons duly drowning down? A simple prescribed sojourn round and round- Embark from undulating mothers’
slips unkind Do we in tandem go with change and time?
© 2005 E.D.Ridgell
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The Highwaymen
They ride
in tandem. The first out the gate, impatient to break ahead, with the other close behind; a chatterbox, to company track turns- round and round, until at the finish line they’re neck to neck to cross
at breakneck speed oblivious to the dust.
They mean no harm, tandem highwaymen to change and time; the coupled horsemen, eagar for the next race; the robbers’ meet with results the same, one always
winning by a nose leaving the shorter footed heralder one step behind. © 2006 E.D.Ridgell_____________________________________
You Know?
Where are you my old friend? I've googled and searched
in vain. I even remembered your middle name- Cindy asked after you. Karen passed, you know?
I hope you didn't pick up, And just slip back into
those alleys. I won't feign absent suspicians, you know? Life is so hard and shakey at times. I shouldn't
have let you slip away, you know? E.D.Ridgell, 2013 ______________________________________________________________
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The Undertows Casting weary eyes on him, I realized He and I were elders, now, And
all the family gathered around us Were
younger to varying degrees.
He had introduced me fifty years ago
To his sister who I had married,
And who had herself died a few years ago
To cancer, that riptide that is so universal.
I found him to be very self possessed, But not unfriendly considering the shallows between us.
I had chased girls with him, could remember
when he Lost his virginity,
written tributes to his dead daughter. We are both survivors,
too worn down now, To care much
about the other. He's on the make again. I wish him happy hunting, but I wonder if he has any Capacity to love, anymore. I do not begrudge him. All in all, I think he's frozen, both in heart and spirit. His sister never really talked of him, And news would come of him as it does to elders, In sporadic bits, the ebb and flow of conversations.
I suppose he's a great-something to the grandchildren,
The uncle to my daughter. To me he's a
memory Of a time long ago, when
none of us had an inkling Of
the courses of our lives, or the strong undertows.
c.
E.D. Ridgell
Like Little Sparrow Do not rehab me, Bind my raven calls Like forms and schemes Of
diagramed sentences exacted By petulant, penguins
of St. Bernard’s… Padam, Padam,
Padam. I cannot conform, But
must be free to happily singsong- Not wheeze
breathless, Straight jacketed in reinforced, Corset-covers… Padam, Padam, Padam. Like little sparrow, I lost a love long ago To
life’s tempest. Give me my Olympia, One last song to sing for you ‘Fore the good night… Padam, Padam, Padam. Cast me on the Palace Green ‘Fore I grow woof-minded. Let the children run atop me To the
sounds of the fife and drums marching… Padam,
Padan, Padam. It is in the poem I can sing to you Sweetly or harshly as my mood swings Back
and forth to the meanderings Of few joys and
many sufferings… Padam, Padam, Padam. Remember me for my harmonies, With
heart rung meanings, and like Maupassant’s
heroine in ‘Ball of Fat’, Do not
ridicule or mock my movements To the gentle
echoes of my archangels wings Fluttering…Padam,
Padam, Padam.
E.D. Ridgell
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There’s Something We Don’t Like About Michele
I
mean besides the fact she’s white, White as the frock
on the ‘shot-dead’ abortion doctor She’s
always telling us to get rid of, While pro-porting to be
the virtuous daughter, Of some lady who worked for the First
National. I mean, ‘who’s you’re daddy,
Some WASP dude, straight-talking, long-gone to
‘Weedy’ California, really? What’s the real deal,
Michelle? What’s the scam? How do we know you weren’t
born On some chicken ranch in Texas, or Abandoned in some lesbo’s basket To
become just another Medicaid recipient, Brought up by share
croppers For a fat foster care check? Did you print a so-called
birth control certificate On the back of some Oral Robert’s
law degree? Well, excuse me! We want some real proof, something we can Take to the bank and have the Mommy Dearest’s Act-alike
deposit, a birth certificate, a DOMA card, Un-fudged finger
prints, this mornings, clean, dip-stick- Something proof
positive!
___________________________________ Doc, Bring A Boy Home! And suddenly you are aware of how old you
are, And how everything is right, right now,
And even though you are not suicidal, You are aware there is a rainbow just to your left, And it simply is no accident that You are following
it home. Never in your Long, drawn out life has there been
such a rainbow! It doesn’t hurt to ask. It hasn’t been easy. As a matter of fact it’s been hard, A hopscotch through hell, as only You could know! Truth
is I’m tired, Doctor and there’s a Palace Green With
ashes and crumbled bone of him there strewn upon- With a
second coming to that mix! Surely You know, I am a
coward, and so, If you don’t mind, Doc, Bring a Boy
Home!
c. E.D.
Ridgell, 2014 __________________________________________________________________
The Red Shoes An old classic film Bouncing off of Hans Christian.
It is a trial at first, a bit of a bore To contemporary notions But art
is timeless. It knows and cares Only for elements and principles
of design. I become acclimated, drawn in, Seduced!
The Ballet of the Red Shoes is A metaphor for the continuum of dancing design. Like Gone With The Wind, it is epic. Good art is
epic. The Iliad and The Odyssey Suffer no curtain calls.
They sail on and on Through the ages of Western Man
And all that he can or could contrive. There is this staircase.
Where is it, Venice? You still see it in films today! The
scenery is divine. The architecture bombed and historic.
They ham it up in the best traditions of whatever Acting is, I don’t know. I never stop acting Long enough to contemplate the performance- Love
scenes back dropped by the Mediterranean. The Red Shoes will
dance so long as art has critics And I suspect that will
be for a very, very, long time! Dance on! Dance on! Dance
on! _________________________________________________________________
Incoming Dart
Who hung me a target board The scapegoat dodging poisoned darts?
Mommy married
me only to divorce me in the end a hospital ward of witnesses. Her replacement,
a wife armed with a secret Carrying her quill of misplaced arrows She
reserved for the lucky men in her life- First me, then a facsimile of Lincoln Followed by some mean old
lawyer Who beat her up with jewelry She did not prize, and finally Big Daddy
With the big bucks that everybody loved.
And here comes another wheeling her
iPhone At some officer on the other end who bites At the chance to be her stalwart yet absent knight- Just
another dart thrown sideways at me, Ammunition clouding her anger at a husband Who would die rather than abide her
any longer. I am left with the tatters, a bossy bitch with cold angry eyes and a hot burning anger at anyone Who would dare bump her not once but twice in the ass. Oh well, bother but definitely she’s taking aim at me. There’s
an old Polish saying; “What’s for ya Won’t miss ya!” This
incoming dart’s for me. E.
D. Ridgell ______________________________________________________________
Paper Prayers Reincarnation
is what happens to you When you’re
making other plans. The stars said I’d be reborn a peacock and I ended up a kingfisher- Oh well. Somewhere in the bardo Something went askew- The tourists were distracting. Disrespectful: they Ignored the Pleading priests. Old ways
gave way. The kites flew low and The namske’s skull went empty. Few of the mourners Survived and The
paper prayers were wanting. E
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Let it be Done!! I dropped into the meeting, A hothouse tomato, Not for fear of slipping But needing picking,
Ripe on the vine For some intimacy- Someone to hold me again,
Someone to fill the Hollow void inside. The journey was long And I was
only a little Way through the wood. In a room full of misfits Strung
out on caffeine, Your testosterone drew me like
A bee to the comb- You were hung on that chair Just as sure as mortal
sin. You were taken, of course, And so, a southern gentleman,
Aged on southern comfort, I jabbed my fork into another, And,
all in all, we all Were content enough, To stroll South Street- Catch Joan
Baez On a bounce. As we sidestepped,
We watched Dear David Destroy himself with drink. We settled into abodes
All too bourgeoisie For men who endure So much for so little.
Al
lost Mat in Iraq, And evil struck him hard, And harder still with The Westboro Baptist Group And a dance with the
Supreme Court. He did not win but was the Stronger for it. It was won in and to the trying.
And for all this, What would the gods conspire? I learn some twenty
minutes ago, You lay dying With three, maybe four, months to live. They ended Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell
today And I thought it was a good day For a warrior to die. Well, it’s
not! It’ a sweet and sour day And I’m one drag-assed tired warrior. Let me at the gods so that I might take scalps And
just ride into battle With war paint dazzling in the sun.
Let it be done! Let it be done!
c. E.D. Ridgell, 2010
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Balls!
Senators and other voices inside And outside of our skulls are about Greece. We are not Greece, my
pretties! We are Rome and we have From the roots of our beginnings Not feigned to be anything but
so- To justify our eminent domain, We will be inverted if we wish to. We make the rules!
We are empire, first by geography, But more importantly by dogma- Our mythology is
craft just so, that is Perfectly to safeguard and protect ours before Any others. We are about the fledglings. It is
treason to not be so! Our priests are muffled!
Do not apologize to family. We are the ultimate
‘Gang’. We are the ‘Gangstar Revolution!’ We
are about things secular We would have our way with their women, And their pretty boys! Screw, Everybody!
Let Heralds carry tennis balls to and fro to any Who
would be foe. All the gods are on our side!
Our standards are like no other. We will endure
a thousand years and more!
We need copy nothing and borrow from no one. Our horizons know no
boundaries!
You are
suckled on mother's teats and, yes, Your Mama lays golden eggs, no other! Remember this on Mother’s Day! But with time
you are the Republic’s- That is, you are a dog tag of the Empire!
Good morning, my pretties. It’s reveille, Get up. Stand down.
Go off and watch your football In our coliseums,
but remember, You are not swallows. You are eagles! I beseech you, “Do not kill the messenger! Herald!”
c. E.D. Ridgell,
2012 ____________________________________________________________
Funeral
Drink to me from a namshe cup And cut me into bite
sized pieces I am old and eat too much- It's my turn To fatten the vultures.
E.D. Ridgell, 2016
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Bat-Shit Crazy Ever have a day You feel bat-shit crazy- Outa
the loop, Off the rails- 100% certifiable? Well, welcome To the White House, Where
nobody knows your name, Never
happy you came and Could care
less about helping you. E.
D. Ridgell 2019 _____________________________________
The Baby Boomer’s Plight What do you want from me?
This is virgin territory. I don’t want to be a struggling centenarian, Some
unwanted burden! Stop pushing pills at me! It’s
disorienting. Give me another form to fill out
And I’ll resurrect the ghost of my father, Complete with his social security number- From Junior to Senior with the click of a pen.
Stop rushing to replace my body parts- I’ve no inclination to be a titanium robot; Hurriedly patched together to boost an earnings report Of
a company stock, I’ve never heard of.
Cut me some slack. I’m tired of the hopscotch games! I don’t
mind babysitting once in a while but I’m no pseudo
nanny- Grant me timeouts on my overtime for cuddles.
And
why doesn’t anybody listen to me? Why don’t you
weigh my opinion? I’m tired of retakes of mistakes,
Encores by you of me to witness yet again. What is it you want from
me? This is virgin territory. I don’t want to be a struggling centenarian, Some unwanted burden! _____________________________________________________
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Light My Fire!
“The greatest in the history of our country…” I don’t think so, you poor sick Son of a bitch!
How many times in history Must we sacrifice ourselves to despots? Where do all the terrible tsar’s go After
they’re finished throwing their sons Onto the barbed
wire ?
“Have you no shame?” Your rallies are a resurrection of that evil For which our forebearer’s gave their full measure. History will make mincemeat of you!
We
want no statues to you- Put your Presidential library on the
nineteenth green! Hang yourself from the band of your Rolex
watch! Tie yourself to a stake, surround yourself with the piles of your tax returns And “Come on baby, light my fire”!
E. D. Ridgell 2018 _________________________________________________________________
Zanzibar
I am the antique, Zanzibar Brass studded
chest Of a deep, rich rosewood- So beautiful you Would know
the African dowery I nestle Within.
I guard those things She means to
spend In that slow robbery of life Whereafter she marries Him in some
opulent chapel On the off-chance He will be true to his vows- One more innocent, duped bride.
c. E.D. Ridgell
Revised 2018
___________________________________________ Shyster- The perfect word for an imperfect man. The Emperor’s New Clothes? There
aren’t any, ‘Cept
for the Royal retinue- They
don themselves in resplendent trappings The largesse of bloated salaries- All while one in six children go hungry. The Queen
pretends not to care Bandying
slogans from attire Carefully
chosen from out Her walk-in
closet. Like a covered, caged
canary, She dare not sing
her sad, sad song, All while
one in six children go hungry. The tweeting shyster Hawks his missives daily, Insistent gaslighting- No purpose save one To be the day’s headline. Each day has its ‘Breaking News!’ All while one in six children go hungry. The Emperor is fixated on leaking, Paranoid he was and is spied on. A thwarted press struggles to be free, High-beams on in the thick fog Disseminating gross incompetence, All while one in six children go hungry. E.
D. Ridgell 2018 _____________________________________________________________
Is There No One Who Is Not Published? Years ago, therapy helped
pen the first worded opus. I started out with Poetry For
Dummies and Mary Oliver. Much to my bewilderment, I was tolerably
good. It was good to wrench the gut of feelings and memories-
Sort wrinkles while stoking the ego. I started a site, a compilation
of sorts- Then in swooped, a poet with fame,
Who gave as good as she got. Suddenly I was Among my kind, teaching others online, how to take risks. I’d been gobbled up, welcomed in The Pub, and even published- Six poems in an anthology. I was growing into a writer, And as with so many things, I was prolific.
Now, years later, The Pub behind, I’ve got hundreds of poems,
Mere scribbling’s some, others long in the tooth,
And that site a sort of sine, a veritable oeuvre, Over twenty pages. My pen drips daily, and me thinks Its time for a book of my own, but Oh my God! Is
there no one who is not published? I google and find a superhighway,
a speedway to a treasure trove- I freeze in awe at so many pathways, some safe, some I fear not. I feel lost at sea in rough, rolling waters- No markers do I spy and I feel rudderless. Not needing
fame but liking it nevertheless, I pause as I am reminded
of the firebird And the infernal dance of King Kastchei! _______________________________________________________
Peter O'Toole is DeadAnd I feel the pull of
that twirling, Black hole even more. One after another falls into the grieving pool That has become my daily
gruel. I am tired of the tedious rituals of Living and this ever gnawing waiting. There is no respect or
want for old bits and pieces, And yet, It seems to me that for the revenue And some added GNP to the economy there
is some plot To keep me alive. Stop it! I prefer the company of O'Toole! E.D.
Ridgell, 2013 ____________________________________________
Pomp and
Circumstance “Pro cuius amore in
eius eloquio nec mihi parco”- And thus began the damages of Gregory. Reform in the hands of those who would speak Directly from God! How convenient future
kings would kindle it, Even usurp it from that isle to where he sent forth his to convert those
Blond, blue eyed angels-those pretty Saxon boys. Could your homily have been sterner, It’s echoes more self
serving? The
Gnostics would raise women to the same level, So high as to copulate upon the altar- And so Gregory would have sex unclean, And lust, so natural, would be deadened to
a sin To
be laughed at in that comedy to come- The final touches would be layered on an image of hell,
More modern than any could then know. I weary more than I can tell Of such petty speculation, Pomp and circumstance. I would break from all your
scripts And
mimic ‘Blazing Saddles’, Breaking through these oppressive screens. Man would make the simple complicated. God is as close as the tended garden And the rules are to be
made up as we go along, Reckoning the best light and hammering the insects dead. © 2013, Edward D. Ridgell
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David I recall now, David, How much I tried to help; An entire day to hear you say no, You
were not buying it! I left feeling angry, Angry that you had taken the prize- That the claw behind
the glass had served up to you One more night, For one more risky, black out. Then you'd come drag
assin' back, Another notch further down; a priest with no flock, Your family fading for want of hope- Another
false start, more empty prayers, Rote steps really. They're promise's unanswered. I didn't go to the
funeral. No one else ever knew I had tried hard and that we had both failed. We buried Walt recently. Harry's
most likely dead now, clutching Wall Street reports. Al's been to hell and back, only to do a second tour. The
Supreme Court; well its busy Slammin' dream-doors lately. And me? I'm slowly killing me, With
that dog assed tenacity That I share with you! David, Damn It, Go to sleep! I'm tired. Come back and haunt
me another night! ©
2011 by E.D. Ridgell __________________________________________________________
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And The Award Goes To…
These
recent sprees- It’s just me dying, Squealing at the
sentinel’s light Held just high enough For me
to glean it's glimmer As if I didn’t feel myself fading.
The wise men of the East Devote their last years in preparation For some sky rite ritual or such. Why? What lies behind the curtain? Do I need an iPad and who pray tell Will get my iPhone. Should I care?
It would be a lie to say I did not find The
debauchery delicious. I did. Fare thee well, but I was a pretty boy, And furthermore I had no hand in that! God or fate set me up, and for my part I just made the best of it. Is there sin in that?
Nay,
reason! The stars were such That it was wrote that I
should be accommodating. As for my end of the stick I left
no prick unattended. Now, where’s my bloody Oscar?
c. E.D. Ridgell, 2017 ___________________________________________________
Tick Tock!
She died of pancreatic cancer, A stalwart force
till the end. He, the better half of me Died of the very same thing, It seems, just like yesterday, And I'm left feeling the twisted irony That has
so often marked my life.
I
live in fear of cancer, not that it Might take me, but that it may
claim Any who might be orbiting so close to my Patch-quilt heart. I ache to the heart. This wound
up mechanism In my chest seems bent on still Ticking, ticking, ticking! _______________________________________________
A Red Maple Leaf [version 111]
Who struck you-- Left you to hobble A rain-soaked road? Do black eyes peer From nervous grass? It pains me to pass. Traffic askew, Avoiding you.
Why care? Is this confusion at pain, Sadness at a wet crosswalk? Each day falls, A red maple leaf.
It is innocence Unintended. You, a common goose, The
symbol of bliss Are a mother dying.
O Canada!
© 2006 by E.D.Ridgell
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Pock marked Sun burnt Hair ablaze Choking on smoke Feverishly Sweating in cracks The Old Ozone Holed Orb Orders Horsemen attack
Whimly winds change Waves walk
high heeled Hovels into sea Homeless forests flies Leave locusts starving Hordes horde the little left All the kings horses And all the kings men… © 2005 E.D.Ridgell
Secrets It’s
interesting, You nestled your Secrets Safely securing them So that no one
might surmise the truth. Secrets are two-edged, Some stay secrets To wither in the shadows of silence- Others
spoken are spent Sure-footed and indiscreet. She unburdened her secret on a sky-ride High o’er head the amusement park- Filicide
in the cold environs of Canada When she watched
her parents smother The baby they could not
feed. She suddenly let fly A secret and I caught it. My
job is to search out and cull Secrets into songs,
stories- Poetry for better or not.
E. D. Ridgell
Revised 2018
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Al
We all of us want the rose. I spent a lifetime giving out roses of all hues And
was lucky enough to get a few back,
But oh those with the thorns! There is something so sad about a Rose
that pricks you.
There is that vessel That never holds the rose. That is the jar of emptiness.
Then there is the vase with the hairline That for want of a rose Suffers the wilted stem.
E. D. Ridgell, 2017
Like A Pendulum It Swings Back Homing into the eye Plucking it with the consequences of words and deeds Of clockwork oranges Marking time
to self-fulfilled prophecies. The clock face has hands enough to pace polarities, The politics of Zionists Free and unadorned
of patches, Yet bejeweled within the grip of a crescent moon, That harries a starry pentagon and Ally them selves to an amnesic. Downing
down a street their words Echo like a pendulum swinging
back. The death of this enemy brings no solace, Penetrating
as it does chamber walls To proselytize and portend further
strife- An eye for an eye… Internecine tongues, The loose keys of muezzins, High up in their minarets, break the spring Wound
of a facile but possible opportunity- The knell to pause the
heavy weight of war Ringing in a ticking start that stops the
watch of peace.
The Box!
See the box? That's the one. It contains my riddled
little soldier, My one and only boy. He never liked to fly.
On the flight o'er he was so relieved To have made it so safely. No fear, on the flight back, still- We fear nothing
after going stone cold.
See
how gently they carry him? What design this gentleness, now? If only I could feel nothing. If only it
didn't touch.
The
swing in the backyard; It grows rusty. It seems like only yesterday He wanted pushing.
Don’t offer me condolences - Stay! Relieve me of your war-born weight So that I might
plant my boy, That one in the dead-weighted box!
c. E.D. Ridgell, 2007* Dedicated to Matt Snyder
___________________________________________ Waiting Around For The Singularity,
When you upload my mind's load, Will it factor
in a lifetime of experiences- The divers and sundry repercussions?
Will it keep my inner secrets mine, The aspirations unmet, The loves lost, temptations
tossed, Forbidden fruit bitten into?
What does the singularity propose To make of my best met endeavor; Backup some, delete
the memory wasted- Load more memory as needed?
Or will they put me into a machine, The third machine age. Will I commune with great,
great singularities With family coded identity numbers?
Do you propose to drape me in skin? What color? Will I have glass eyes, Golden globes
rotating like extinct lizard's eyes? God help me!
© E. D. Ridgell, 2014 _________________________________________________________
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Carl
And the flowers are long Blown away. The newspaper still pinioned Like you
under stone, In time is forgotten.
Pilgrims will come no more To Ithaca In
search of Lakeview And the memory of you- High there
across the heavens Where the celestial dragon resides.
E. D. Ridgell, 2017
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Funeral
Drink to me from a namshe cup And cut me into bite
sized pieces I am old and eat too much- It's into, ye through the bardo. It's my turn to fatten the vultures.
E.D. Ridgell, 2016
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I Am a Room I am a room with one lone chair, The rush of
weaver worn with wear.
I am a room with rackrent fair For forespent groom like harried hare.
I
am a room just next the stair An open wound in neon glare.
I am a room from window stare, To herald doom
and so prepare.
I am a room full of despair, In gloom obtuse he pauses there.
I am a room caution
forbear, And hasten bloom condition rare.
I am a room Ed does not dare To assume for him be anywhere. © 2007 by E.D. Ridgell
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Paper Prayers Reincarnation
is what happens to you When you’re
making other plans. The stars said I’d be reborn a peacock and I ended up a kingfisher- Oh well. Somewhere in the bardo Something went askew- The tourists were distracting. Disrespectful: they Ignored the Pleading priests. Old ways
gave way. The kites flew low and The namske’s skull went empty. Few of the mourners Survived and The
paper prayers were wanting. E
D Ridgell
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It is Like
Jumping after Wirkola
[It is Like “Hoppe Etter Wirkola]
A dredging sweat skies down my mug’s lift to leap and
freeze dormant in anticipation. In wakes, it awaits an awakening, an uneasy sequel to such coarse caressing.
After wintering to whispers, Demeter willingly comes. She brings her burgeoning in with gossamer skins
of faintly risen relief, the scoring of thinly grains.
Her charms quickly fade and drop upon
a rippled sheet, recently white, smoother now from the waxing of my finger scratching. The circumjacent shapes
swirl among the veined wings, around her windswept form, falling victim to the bright hot light.
Awestruck
and wary, with empathy, I rescue her into a cool captured light, snapping her from sight, fixing her,
here, immortal.
It is like jumping after Wirkola, and I can shoot her no higher. © 2007 by E.D.
Ridgell
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Blitzkrieg!
Muck up the lovely fields of France- Bulldoze the spring lilies. Lay low the yellow,
colored daffodils. Boot toe through the tulip tops- Muddy up the Lowlands. This is war in all its glory!
Feel our Aryan blood boil, Blind to bullets whizzing by, Eagar to tank
o’er fresh Frenchie and Laddie boys With many, many, marshaled toys- Let’s to Paris my fine tuned
Vermack as We swiftly speed to grab the Flower of France for the Fuhrer And Fatherland! Sieg Heil! Sieg Heil! Sieg Heil!
c. E.D. Ridgell, 2014
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I am a Strong Mule Deer A
rude shard shot through a sunrise’s
solitude, shocks and catches me
unawares, penetrating my warm,
sienna coat, piercing and spurting
red its fur: forewarning nothing,
no hint to my big ear, no nostril’s intervention; an unforeseen advantage, alacrity, unnatural, attends the surprise. Who ruptures a hart‘s hide, draining it of its liquid too tart to taste, too quick to lick; running down in ruddy falls, downing me down upon the
ground in a hush to the dying brush of my black-tipped tail? I am a strong mule
deer, whose bleating echoes ever
fainter along the canyon’s
walls.
© 2007 by E.D. Ridgell
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Puyi
Puyi, Heavenly One; Rising, whithing... morphing. Serpent... celestial and sublime. Manchu! © 2007 E.D.Ridgell
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